Saturday, February 21, 2009
Monday, February 16, 2009
Post #13 - I'm not dead or busto.........
......but I feel damn close.
The bottom has pretty much dropped out for me recently. I can't seem to put in a winning session to save my life. I'm basically in the middle of a 30 Buy In downswing, and getting ready to suck it up and drop down to NL50 for a while. I started getting some mentoring from a DC coach and FTP NL200'er "jongreenway". He basically crushes the NL200 games on FTP playing a very solid and heady game. I'm hoping he can help me with some of the many leaks that I obviously have and get me going in the right direction again, because right now, I really don't remember what it feels like to win.
I would love for that to be the worst part of my life right now, but unfortunately, it's not. My wife and I are still struggling to cope with the loss of our unborn child. I've never felt more devastated as I did when I heard, "there's no more heartbeat". I still don't believe it, and the whole pregnancy prior to that seems like a dream.
Oh yeah, I hate my job. (who doesn't?)
FML.
The bottom has pretty much dropped out for me recently. I can't seem to put in a winning session to save my life. I'm basically in the middle of a 30 Buy In downswing, and getting ready to suck it up and drop down to NL50 for a while. I started getting some mentoring from a DC coach and FTP NL200'er "jongreenway". He basically crushes the NL200 games on FTP playing a very solid and heady game. I'm hoping he can help me with some of the many leaks that I obviously have and get me going in the right direction again, because right now, I really don't remember what it feels like to win.
I would love for that to be the worst part of my life right now, but unfortunately, it's not. My wife and I are still struggling to cope with the loss of our unborn child. I've never felt more devastated as I did when I heard, "there's no more heartbeat". I still don't believe it, and the whole pregnancy prior to that seems like a dream.
Oh yeah, I hate my job. (who doesn't?)
FML.
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